I finally decided to do another post. Not much going on to talk about that. I have realized that I don't like living alone much anymore. Addox( my bf ) has been coming to visit about every other month or so for the last year almost.( man time has been flying by). Well this summer he wants to spend time with his sisters, niece and nephews that he doesn't get to see very much and I think that is cool. But what that means is he won't be visiting again until after summer time. Usually when he comes to visit he stays for about 2 weeks. This past time he visited which was on Memorial Day weekend, he stayed for about a week I think. And since he has lefted I've been so bored and lonely.  It's been so bad that I even agreed to let my younger brother who is 14 stay at my apartment for the month of June. I don't know what in the world I was thinking. I love my brother but MAN he gets on my nerves! I remember now why I was in such a hurry to move out of my moms house when I tured 18.  so anyways I just thought I would complain about being lonely. Wouldn't be that bad if I wasn't so bored. My friends( the few that I have) had to work tonight. Going out by myself doesn't seem like fun to me.

Oh well guess I will just take a shower and watch some movies with my dog.